I'm a failure
I've never really believed
The work will pay off, in the end
It's hard, but
Why continue to push through?
Why struggle and fight
Against my own limitations
Give up
I feel silly for believing that I'll
Change others lives for the better
Maybe, maybe, I'll
Stop trying
I may never
Be rid of this crushing feeling
Try and push past it
And yet it comes back again
Any hope in myself, my future, I've abandoned
If you feel the same, try reading this in reverse